woke up at 4pm and headed for training.
practice was okay.
Michelle really performed SERIOUSLY. hahas.
my bones feels as thou its shattering already. and with Sir using me for demo. totally not cool.
lol! anyway im looking forward to the actual performance day on the 19th of dec. ^^

after training, went to have dinner with Leng, Mich and Xin Wei at Sun Plaza KFC.
was suppose to meet up with Kian and Ingrid after that for movie but decided not to go.
dun wanna be "light bulb" haha.
so headed to Wisma to wait for my parents to pick me up. zzz waited 1hr for them.

just now after training, was chatting with XinWei. told her about smth, someone.
she told me to just gutsy up and press "send". too bad i chickened out.
maybe tmr? you know like dont be too clingy. "more space... more space..."

gonna head down to town to shop with mum tmr.
lets see what i can get. hahas.
thats all for now. ciaoz.

Ingrid says my new blog skin too orangey! hahas.
dont care. i love orange. xp.

anyway, woke up at 5pm today than headed to Eastpoint Simei to meet Ingrid.
we met up with Daryl to discuss bout some business opportunity.
will be meeting him again next Fri at Suntec Convention for some conference.

all that business talk led to me and Ingrid discussing bout opening our own lan-gaming business.
think it'd be a good idea. should start researching and rackeying for a place. come out with a proposal than look for business partners.
if it works well than i see $$$ rolling in. hahaha ^^.

all the discussion made us miss our stops continuously, firstly was at Raffles Place than we ended up at Marina Bay when we wanted to get to City hall. lol.
finally after getting to our destination, shopped around Raffles Link and Marina Sq before changing location to Town.
didnt buy anything today. still couldnt find smth to buy. sigh.

was on the way home when i saw "46". been quite awhile since i saw "46".
was just talking to Xinwei bout "46" yesterday. hahas. i was already thinking that "46" shifted house or smth.
anyway, after looking at "46" today on the bus, i realise that "46" isnt as cute as i thought. -.-"
maybe becox back then there still wasnt *someone* else. lol!

Training tmr, i dont feel like going. zzz.
than meeting Ingrid and Kian at night for movie.
trip to Malaysia has been confirmed. 5 days. 30th Dec-3rd Jan.
so i wun be spending new year's in SG. first time!!!
i wonder how it'd be like. without my parents and *someone* and my other friends.
oh but we aint going to Genting anymore. just going over to KL. probably just play at Sunway Lagoon and shop around instead. hahas. better than nothing.

~
saw this clock at Marina Sq today. so nice right?
its $149!!!


i wan this shirt from A/X!!!!


Ferrero Rocher Christmas tree in Town.


Enormous LV bag. hahas. looks like one of my parent's LV luggage.

omg! i just spent 2 whole hours or more remaking my blogskin.
now its like orange. someone, cant rmb who said my previous one was too emo-ish.
so i guess its time i change it since its there for almost 2years.
besides im no longer emo-ish so yea.

shopping tmr with Ingrid.
list of pple to buy presents for.

1. Y
2. Ingrid
3. Parents
4. Joseph
5. Leng Kee

so far its just these few. im not loaded with cash so i cant splurge.
but i guess i'll end up buying small gifts for some others.
totally depends on how much i spent on Y's present. lol! xp.

so besides giving [season for giving].
its oso season for receiving.
my wishlist is duh! longer than the gift list. haha.
*shouting out to mum, for the expensive stuffs*

1. Oakley specs / Masaki specs
2. birkenstock sandals.
3. Risk game.
4. Join a Dragonboat team so i can buy the carbon paddle. lol!
5. More money!!! duh!!!
6. Get sponsored trip up to Genting/KL on the 30th. *MUM!!! DAD!!!*
7. More T-shirts/shorts.
8. Spend more time with *someone*.

thats all folks. actually hor. not very greedy leh!
hahaha.

kay, gotta sleep. my eyes are dying off alr.
oh Shit! i forgot to charge up my DSLR. hope there's enough battery to last for tmr.
that's if im not lazy to bring it out. which i most likely would be. LOL!!!

driving today was awesome! i didnt make any mistakes.
but parallel parking was a total killer. its kinda hard to memorise the steps.
sigh.

headed home after driving, was feeling sleepy.
dropped at fort road from bus 30 and i saw *ahems* mum's car.
obviously there were crazy thoughts bout crashing it but i think there was improvements.
at least i dun hog on the idea for very long and i dun go all emo. ^^

rotted around at home till it was time for training.
it wasnt so bad today. im hoping things would turn for the better.
im hesitating bout leaving. after all its been so many years being in the club.
sure there are the ups and downs, but the feelings are deep.
found my good friends there, my wonderful coaches and my first love (which was lost). but wadeva.
all this does matter and plays a part. sigh.

dinner with the usuals after training.
chatted and den waited with XinWei for her mum at the CC.
discussed abit bout exes and past relationships but like i said. improvement.
once we were over talking about it, i didnt go all emo. :)

anyway, just got the photos from the steamboat gathering the other day on 27th Nov.
after looking at it, i think i seriously need a haircut and a new hair colour. tsk!!!

PICTURES!~

Top: Ingrid, Glenn.
Bottom: Jovin, Vivien, Me, Jo.


Top: Ryan, Kian, Ingrid.
Bottom: Jovin, Vivien, Me, Jo.


all wrapped up!



Games time!!!



Mini Mahjong!


dig in!

woke up at 3pm today.
went out to teach that China boy English at 4pm.
finally got my pay! hahaha!

went out with Ingrid at bout 6:45pm.
met her at tanah merah mrt. she was with Mr Joel.
was suppose to head down to town for a movie. but than no one came.
and Vivien was working OT.
so we ended up shopping around Raffles.

bought mum and dad's Christmas present. 1st time in 19 years. lol!
was still hesitating if i shld buy it. cause if i bought it i'd have lesser money to buy Y's Christmas present.
and den Ingrid said to me: "hello... is Y more important or your parents more important?".
hahaha i guess everyone who knows me well enough would know what my answer would be.

anyway, Ingrid bought Vivien a Christmas present which she lost at the Club Marc store.
the present to ex can. near to 50 bucks. -.-"
was happily shopping around Club Marc store when i spotted this t-shirt that says.
"Marthur Farker - 他妈的爽". haha so cute la!!! the designer is "Marc Defang".


hahahas. ok maybe its kinda rude. but come on people! be open-minded!.

okay, so after shopping, felt really hungry so Ingrid and i went to Kallang to meet Jo for dinner.
had frog porridge at Geylang lor 19. YUMMY!!! its been awhile since i had such a tasty meal.
got home at 1am after dinner/supper.

driving and training tmr. not looking forward to training. sigh.
friday gonna go out with Ingrid to look for more Christmas presents.
Sat training again -.-"
Sunday, Sentosa to go with Ingrid and Kian! ^^

oh btw. i think im going up to KL/Genting with Ingrid and Kian on the 30th of Dec till 3rd Jan ^^


~
check out this song - Please don't stop the rain - "James Morrison".
oh and Ingrid intro-ed me a song and told me to dedicate it to "the one".
so here goes.

Sen No Yoru Wo Koete - "Aqua Timez"

what the hell!!!



so i didnt sleep Monday away.
got home at 9am and went to bed after a shower.
mum woke me up at 2pm and suggested to go down to IKEA.

so we went down to Queensway only to end up at Queensway shopping centre.
walked around to look at specs and mum bought her "Masaki" one at 800bucks. -.-"!
it was suppose to be 1.6k but we manage to get it at a super discounted price.
i wanted to get another design, also from "Masaki" but was hesitating due to the design.
it was really nice but it wasnt exactly what i wanted.

continued shopping somemore and i got a new pencil case. haha it was love at first sight.
cause its orange in colour. LOL! bought Jo his Christmas present too.

was walking around looking out for slippers when we came to this shop and i saw this Oakley specs.
omg! it is SOOOO F-KING nice!!!!

The price - $950. mum tried to haggle the price till it was 850. and knowing that the saleswomen could make the price lower, she was hoping for a 750 but than the saleswomen agitated herself and mum got impatient so we left the store.
DARN!!!~ that spec is sooooo NICE!!!

i was actually thinking. maybe if i get a normal spec and than a prescription sunglass, it'd be way cheaper.
but then i very lazy to bring out an extra accessory. sigh.
lets hope mum changes her mind and gets me that for christmas.

so after shopping, it was already 8pm.
headed for dinner and then dad came to pick us up.
drove home and fell asleep around 10pm. was so tired.

woke up today at about 4pm.
still havent ate. time to grab some food. ciaoz!

ps: i want the "RISK" boardgame!!! SO FUN!!! ARGH!!!

currently at Ingrid's. yep. the hostel.
Kian, Jo, Ingrid and i spent the whole day playing "Risk".
its of damn fun!!! time passes so quickly when ur playing it.

about 1am, we went to bring Ingrid's stuff to her office and we had quite some fun there.
harmless fun and discovery.
some of which were quite shocking. abit wtf. tsk.
continued playing "Risk" after we got back. till about 5am when we changed to "monopoly".

Kian left us at 6am. so we stop the game and did our own things.
gonna go home soon. probably at 7:30am.
guess Monday's bout sleeping all day at home. hahas.

;; its the 2nd day and im doing fine distracting myself. ^^

PICTURES~!!!

Stich!!! so cute right?!?!



interesting objects.


The super fun game!


stunning discovery. damn wtf. tsk tsk.

back from training. it sucked.
i dont understand how someone can get so distracted by unimportant things that others say.
are you so gay to even take offence or to find it such a big deal that a certain decision was made by someone?
grow up wont you.

im not pissed because of the pain you caused me during the fall. no big deal for just a little injury.
im pissed because you cannot pioritise. since we're doing a performance than focus and do your best.
not get distracted by other irrelevant things and causing injury to others by your lack of concentration.
everyone holds on to their partner before letting them break-fall to the ground. yet you just let go in mid air.

you think i dont let ma'am and sir know of the situation because im afraid.
your damn wrong. imagine wad they'd think of you if they knew wad exactly was going on.
they would surely ask why you are even talking about other things during practice. and than that other party will get involve too for telling you their decision.

i seriously dunno wth u're thinking. isit ur really that simple minded or you just cant be bothered to use your brains and take things for granted. its not just you feeling tired. everyone else around you too. especially me. because i really dunno wad to do. i've my own things to care for yet on the other hand you're my fren. and as much as i wanna make myself believe that u can make a good fren, your not making an effort to maintain that. it has come to an extent that now whenever i see you i feel so frustrated at the way you do or handle things.

seriously... i dunno how long more i can take all this.
maybe its too late to blow up and let the whole world know. but den again. people have eyes. they can see and they know for themselves. so there's no need for that desperation of attention and proving that you can when the actual fact is you cant.
''it takes a real man to cry''. so if cant do it, just admit it. dont let others realise that ur just putting up a front. it gets disgusting after awhile.

when will you even start to understand that the problem lies with you and your stubbornness?

~
anyway, after training, went with Weiliang, Cat and Xinwei to have dinner at macs.
discuss about what happen during training and alot of words were exchange.
so i guess everyone feels the same about a certain something.
"if you cant buck up yourself after everyone tries to help,
you'll remain known as the stubborn bull and soon everyone will just walk away".

was on the way home alone when Ingrid called to talk to me bout some stuff.
sigh, today doesnt seem like a good day at all.
its a pity things has to turn out this way.
good things never really last do they?


~
on a happier note, this octodog was taken during steamboat yesterday.
sorry im so obsessed with them now. hahas.

yesterday was a really fun day.
glad i didnt make the wrong choice to which event i should attend. haha.

woke up around 2pm yesterday. headed down to Simei to meet Ingrid, Kian and the others.
was on the way there in the bus when i found a phone. yay!!! spare cash! hahas.
got to Simei at bout 3pm. bought the stuff we needed for steamboat at NTUC before heading to Simei ITE's hostel.
Ingrid's staying there again...

helped out abit with the preparation once everyone arrived.
there was Ingrid, Kian, Vivien, Jovin, Ryan, Glenn, Jo, Ryan's fren and i.
had steamboat and teppanyaki.

after eating, played a few games which all didnt last for very long.
we had dares to go along with each game. hahas.

was texting Y at bout 8pm or so.
everyone was asking me to stop and concentrate on the game. hahas.
but i was having this massive headache at that time so i wanted to just laze around.
besides, Y was leaving SG for China soon.
so texted Y till bout 10:40pm before Y had to head down to the airport.

chatted with the rest and watch random scenes of ''final fantasy advent children''.
till about 12:30am when we decided to eat again. so i went to switch on the steamboat pot.
and went to wash up the ingredients and other misc stuff.
than somehow everyone forgot bout eating and went into Ingrid's room.
it was not until Ryan and his friend stepped into the room than did we realise smth was amiss.
when the 2 of them stepped in, all of commented that they smelt burnt.
than i rmb that the steamboat pot was still on!!!
we dashed out of the room to realise that the whole hall way was smoking up.
quickly we went to switch off the steamboat pot and open up the doors. than sprayed air freshener around.
hahas. sat down to eat after that.

till bout 1:20am when a plane flew past and Jo and Ingrid said that the plane would most likely be Y's plane. so we went out to the balcony and watch the planes fly past.
Ingrid kept saying that after Y left i keep emo-ing. which wasnt true, was really having a headache.
but she thinks the headache was because Y left. lol!
than Ryan suggested jumping from the balcony to the pool which was totally insane.
he was nearly off the barricade when i manage to pull him back in.
was hanging around the balcony when i saw a security guard shining his torch at our direction.
after that Ingrid got a call to say that outsiders shouldnt be there at the hostel. but luckily the guard was very nice and he let us off.
even told us to enjoy ourselves so as long as we try to not make too much noise.

after the call, we cleared up the living room and headed back into Ingrid's room to watch movie.
it was only left with Kian, Ingrid, Jo and i.
turns out that all the movie wasnt nice. so i fell asleep.
Ingrid and Kian soon fell asleep too. only that Jo. super inconsiderate. on the sound until so freaking loud.
woke up every now and den to scold him to keep it down. grrrr!!!

left the hostel at 12pm.took a bus home.
gotta go for training later. sianz.

HALT!!!!!!!
i did smth i shouldnt be doing. but it shouldnt be much of an issue.
although curiosity does sometimes kill the cat.
anyway im fine after seeing what i shouldnt see.
even up till now i still couldnt quite figure the person out.
i think i rather straightforward people than the ones that are hard to read.
nvm bout that now. life goes on.

woke up really early today at 8am to prepare cooking.
it was actually really fun. especially when making the octodogs (octopus looking hotdogs).
oh there's the squid shape one too.
okay that sounded kinda gay-ish. xp


anyway driving today went well. the only problem is me speeding.
-.-" having the speed limit at 50 is so f-king lame la.

went home to get the lunch packed before heading down to PP to meet Y.
had our lunch at macs. it was a short satisfying lunch. chatted awhile before Y went back to work.
met Jo and played "hummer" at the arcade, so damn fun.
headed to the tuition centre to look for Mr Vik and chatted with CS for awhile.
the centre looks really nice now.

homed after that.
rested till bout 8pm before leaving the house for mum's cell grp meeting.
dad let me drive from home to aljunied!
the cell meeting was okay. not very relevant to me. but wadeva.
it ended at bout 11pm. dad came to pick us up. he let me drive home ^^
mum was screaming for no apparent reason at the back seat. tsk tsk.

there's like a bunch of things to do tmr.
i cant decide which one i wanna do. which event i wanna attend. sigh.
Y's leaving for China tmr after midnight. gonna be a damn sian week the next.
probably going over to my cousin's (Ambrose and Amose) place to stayover. play some games, get distracted.
oh and im so looking forward to dragonboating!

ps: aunty Kat told me bout a "Egyptian mummy artefact" exhibition coming on at the museum on 22 dec. im so gonna go!!!
who shall i bug to come along with me? hahas.

~
the chow chow crossbreed poodle.

slept in quite abit today. mum nagged but wadeva.
went online with my phone around 2pm. Y was online, so chatted abit before heading out.
met mum at school to pay school fees.
than hanged around the area to shop till bout 6pm before travelling down alone to PP to meet Vivien.

the chat with Vivien was rather okay.
there were some quite interesting parts. surprisingly. haha.
after the chat, went to settle some stuff before heading home.

prepared the ingredients for tmr. gonna cook.
was texting Y while preparing.
told Y that i'd bring some food down tmr during break.
Y agreed. so tmr gonna wake up early, start cooking than rush for driving.
than gonna go back home, pack the food and bring it down to meet Y.

skipping training tmr. gonna go cell group with my mum.
so holy siol.
anyway, i've decided to try out dragonboating at PA waterventure. Krait's checking out the details.
so far Beth is interested too.
was talking to Kim just now on msn bout it, she helped out alot on the information and stuff.
maybe that time i should have join dragonboat as a CCA when i was in DAVP. -.-"
oh wells, we'll see how things goes.

tuition today went well.
i was actually paying full attention.
for some reason i was quite shagged.
slept a little since i got there early. bout 1:40pm.
Y came finally at bout 2pm. started lesson.
did worksheets and then chatted abit together with CS.

everything started warming up after Y ask me for the eraser. than CS started talking.
left at bout 5pm after receiving our homework.
went with Y to parkway to get stuff than took 197.
Y headed home while i headed down to Bugis to meet mum.
almost died on the way there. tsk tsk. i tripped onto something and almost fell off a platform that was rather high.
but luckily my leaping skills came into much use. lol!

met mum, dad and my aunt and a uncle at the famous "ball chicken rice" stall near sim lim tower.
had dinner there than headed down to Kallang where my parents always hang out with my other aunts and some of their friends.
texted Y while there. if not i think i'll just die there. quite boring.
mum didnt bother that i was texting either. haha.

drove home after that. stopped by NTUC to get ingredients. gonna cook on Thursday. ^^
was sourcing for designs and recipes on the web. hahas.
finally got back to the traffic junction near my place where i drifted the car. mum got a shock. hahas
than i tried parking the car and the wheels were out of place after we got out.
mum was quite pissed. hahaha!
dad say i wouldnt have a problem passing thou.

got home, received a package. got a book from idk who.
its a compilation of 4 different famous authors. one look and i knew it was a good book. :)
texted Y till bout 11pm. than got to do my stuff.
i totally forgot bout a use to be close friends birthday. 24th nov. so sorry!
so here goes...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROWENA!!!

ps: updated music playlist. check it out.

why bother calling in the first place when ur just gonna change ur mind within minutes?
nothing better to do so u've to call and aggravate others and cause all that disappointment for nothing?
this isnt the first time already.

FML!

feeling so fucking pissed with this whole fucking world.
so many fucking things going on. JUST STFU!!!~ ARGH~!
SO FRUSTRATING!!!

CANT U JUST LEAVE ME IN PEACE?!

~

timeout~

This is going to be a deep survey. Are you ready?
yea

Have you ever lost a best friend(s)? How?
yep. not exactly a best friend. more of a lover. its complicated.

Do you honestly have any regrets?
yep.

Is there anyone in your life who has changed your life?
yep.

Missing anybody?
yep.

Are you in any kind of emotional pain right now?
ha. gloat about it. yes.

Which is harder: walking away from somebody you love or coming back to somebody who has hurt you?
walking away from somebody i love.

Why did you last cry?
because i never expected that by loving someone too much can cause you so much hurt.

Is it easier to pretend everything's okay for you?
sometimes.

Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with the guy/girl you like?
NO WAY! im the jealous sort.

Do any girls/guys hate you because you went out with their ex?
i think there is one. but i dun give a damn.

Do you think "I love you" are strong words?
yes. u've to mean it to say it.

Are you nice to everyone?
i try to.

Ever receive a really long apology?
yep. very heart wrenching to read it.

Would you date someone that none of your friends like?
sure. as long as i really like the person. its sort of happening now isnt it?

Is any part of your body sore?
yea. my brain.

Who brings out the best in you?
the one i like.

Is there anyone you trust 100%?
no.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
no idea. dun think so. i like someone who doesnt feel the same? so i guess singlehood will be the best choice for now.

Are you happy with the way life is going?
no. not now.

What made your day today?
nothing

Your last ex finds out you've fallen in love with another person, he/she..?
i dont think my ex will care anymore.

Your last ex wants you back what do you do?
consider about it. but probably not. i've fallen for someone else and i think my ex hurt me long enuff.

Have you ever wasted time liking someone?
without a doubt.

6:03am - just put down the phone with XinWei.
chatted a whole lot bout wad happen last night.
really glad that i can clear everything out of me. ^^

;; take care of ur social network. 1 person may just jeopardise ur whole social ladder.

there's so many things going on tonight.
and im feeling so worned out.
im glad its finally over.

seriously sometimes im thinking why i can go to such extent to protect a friend.
when i can easily just sit back and ignore and let things run smooth in my life.
its not like its the first time i tried to help a friend and i get my brain engines running at full speed and than i get all the crap to myself right.

in fact im so sick of being the one carrying all the crap and burden.
is this wad u really pay for being a "thinker"?
its like. here i am trying to clear the mess, apologising and trying to make things right again.
and than the involved party is relaxing, chilling out and having hangovers.
why am i even jeopardising my education and my future for someone who doesnt even show the least appreciation of whats being done for them?

maybe i should just heed some advice. just ditch and not think about it.
but how? mum said u cant just ditch. u must withdraw slowly.
i've been trying for so long already.
and its not like ur the appreciative sort. worthy to keep. u aint. so why is there such level of difficulty?
u practically invaded my whole life.

i dont even understand how and why i could tolerate for so long.
with this character of mine i shouldnt be mixing with such level of intellect and character.
wad exactly is this? is God trying to make fun of me or make me learn how to be more hospitable.
either way, i cant tolerate it any further.
i need to put a stop to this.

i need to CHILL!~
but its really affecting me so much.
im just gonna try and divert my attention a little bit.

went to look at dogs today with Ingrid, James and Jo.
brought Leo along.
Pasir Ris pet farm we went. had lunch at pet movers and than let Leo run around the dog park for awhile before leaving.
headed home to drop Leo. than went out again to Serangoon to look at more dogs.
saw this Chow Chow crossbreed with Poodle. it looks really cute. and the price is really reasonable.

got home at around 6pm and started doing Mr Vik's signboard design.
thats when i got quite pissed.
firstly, its not my fault u went to party and u cant stay awake.
secondly, dont tell me to keep awake and get work done when you are the one who cant do it urself.
it just makes the whole deal even more annoying. and plus if u really wanna sleep and not do work.
than go away and dont snore in front of the person who is trying to work. its damn irritating.
thirdly, i dont like to take people's temper especially when its you who cant spell a simple word.
and it doesnt make it okay when u come out with a whole load of excuses of why you cant spell it.
if you cant, just say you cant and you dont know how. wad's with trying to act like a know it all.
honestly, im f-king sick of that character of urs.

you know wad. im just gonna blow it all out. confront me if ur unhappy.
i've decided that im sick of all this already.
besides i think i dont owe you a living in anyway. and it wouldnt kill me either.
honestly i felt made use at some times.

people treat you well yet you take for granted. not that i care about what i spent on you.
those are just monetary. wad's given is done that way.
but can u at least try to be more "bright".
im sick of how u always act like u know everything and when u open ur mouth to say it. its all wrong.
people dont jack u like i do partly because they dont care about u and seriously ur just making urself look funny.
and i think this is where im going to draw the line. i think u've known enough pple thru me and done enough damage.
definitely no need to go further. and its always the same mistake. its time to stop.

plus ur not exactly very appreciative of what i try to do to help u.
just like the other incident when it was ur problem but i chose to help.
yet u ganged up with others at the end. bet u didnt know it was an issue.
thats because i didnt want to talk about it anymore. but i think now u should know its a problem.
its always this way. ur indecisive and cant stand up for ur own thoughts character has finally cause u to jeopardise this friendship.
because im tired of stooping that low.

u may think that trying to stay up in the social ladder is trivial. but thats for u.
i've a goal i wanna reach in life. materialistic it may seem. but im not like u. i always wanted my life to be the idealistic sort. the best finance, the best education, the best social network, the best career. maybe because im brought up that way and because i ddint get all these things even thou i was taught how to, the craving of striving for it is even stronger.

and yes maybe God made me see alot in this society. to know that not everyone lives a idealistic life so to prevent me from being the egoistic person that i actually am. but still it didnt stop me for very long.
i am still that way. and i wanna reach my goal to be successful in life. i want everything that is holding me back to shun off.

i think i deserve the right to blow out since u blow up at me whenever u want too.
where do i get my tolerance idk. but just know that u were privileged.

went for training today.
all the seniors were there.
attendance: Catherine, Leng, Michelle, Kit, Benny, Celine, Xin Wei, Wei Chang, Jansen, Jo, Weiliang and myself.

practice the items for the demo.
we had to do unarmed combat today.
at first i was happily thinking that i can be the "victim". but guess wad.
ma'am decided to put me with the guys. so i became the "attacker" instead.
cause all the girls were "victims".
but in actual fact, the "attackers" were actually the real "victims".
we got flipped, thrown onto the floor, had our arms locked and twisted, our backs sat on and many more.

by the end of training, i was aching quite abit. but it was only when i got home did i realise that the blue blacks were all over.
and i had my ankle sprained, my knee twisted, shoulder joints and arm joints not functioning properly.

anyway, after training, i still happily went with the others to AMK for dinner at pizza hut.
attendance: Ma'am, Sir, Eng Yong Sir, their family members, Benny, Celine, Xin Wei, Wei Chang, Jansen, Jo, Weiliang and myself.
shared a 2 large pizza with Jo, Jansen and Benny. 4 slices each. spent a total of 70bucks with the 4 of them.
the total bill with the rest is definitely more than a 100.

after dinner, wanted to watch 2012 with the rest but Jo and Jansen was leaving and i didnt have anyone to share cab home with after the movie so changed my mind and did not join them.
from after going separate ways with Jo and Jansen and the rest, there were things.. but lets not mention about it..
got home at bout 12am.

went online. Angelina came to talk to me. apparently she saw me after training at Sun Plaza.
its been more than half a year since i last spoke to her. haha.

meeting Ingrid tmr. im so tired alr la....
hope i can wake up.


PICTURES~!

our 2 large pizzas. look at the amount of cheese!!!


Benny, Weichang, Jo


Weiliang aka meat eater aka vegetarian.
(inside joke. he's a vegetarian but Celine went to make fun of him)
Celine and Xin Wei.


my best friend. aka "orh che".


finally collect my black belt card. after like soooo damn long!!!!


someone please buy me one of these 3 watches. haha!

today is a really really great day.
went out at 1pm and headed to Y's place.
met Y at around 1:30pm.

we got to Leisure first. wayyyy before the others did.
walk from Y's place to old airport rd to take bus 16 there.
got caught in the rain too. zzz.
got to Leisure at around 1:50pm so Y ate first.

Jo was suppose to pick G up but G had to stay back for dance and stuff.
so Jo came to meet us first at 2:30pm. than Sound came at 3pm.
G finally came at 3:30pm.

at about 4pm, we headed for the ice skating rink but they were about to close for resurfacing of the ice.
so we went to get yoghurt and checked out the arcade till 4:20pm.
went in, got our skates and stuff and started skating.
at first everyone was quite unstable but it got fine after that.
even Jo who said he couldnt skate was skating well.
the only person who still couldnt balance was Sound. hahahaha!
she was holding onto the bar for the kids. i call it the "mercedes".

anyway the only ones who fell while skating today was Jo (3x) and Sound (1x).
i almost fell because Sound was grabbing me and i crashed into Y. tsk tsk.

skated for 2 hours. G left us 30 mins early.
Sound stopped skating after G left. so it was just Jo, Y and me.
Jo was emo-ing all the way after G left. lol.

after skating, i sent Y home while Jo sent Sound.
Y was going to bugis, grandma's place for dinner so we took 12 down.
after sending Y back, met Jo up at parkway, packed dinner and went for cell meeting.

cell today only Vivien, Jo, Ruth and i.
topic was about "judgement day". it started out boring but it got interesting after that.
haha i was like multi tasking. smsing Y and listening to Vivien talk and still contributing at the same time. haha.
cell ended at 10pm. headed home.

training tmr and Sunday, gonna meet Ingrid and the rest.

PICTURES~!
its just some pictures here. they're the very general ones.
not allowed to post the pictures cause G and Y said so.
so yea. haha. the rest are on facebook but its sort of private so unless you're friends with me.
than dont bother.
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=logo#/album.php?aid=174495&id=663704967&ref=mf


the receipt. lol. so ex!!!


Jo and i.


Me and Jo.


the "group photo". we didnt like really take group pictures.


Sound and her "mercedes".

training tonight was okay.
quite a killer for me. my lungs wasnt working too well.
plus my ankle weight's weight bar flew out from the slots. zzz
darn. than partner training went ok until i crash shin to shin with Leng.
i wasnt freaking wearing shin guard. (ok, thats my own fault).
anyway after the crash, i turning kicked my ankle right into her elbow. -.-"
oh and my knee's hurting from the rope jump and the half knee squats.
and alot of other speed exercises which i dunno what they are called.
and den my thigh and calf hurts like mad cause sir sat on my back during stretching.
so basically my leg is like shit now.
i hope its no longer that way tmr.

after training, went for dinner with ma'am, sir, Leng and Jo.
was chatting quite abit when Jo went to sabo me and tell ma'am and sir about Y.
-.-" so i sabo-ed him back and told them bout G and Sound. ooops. hahaha.

tmr, gonna pick Y up before going down together to Leisure to meet G, Sound and Jo for the ice skating.
just now while texting Y, found out that Y is down with major flu from capsizing from the canoe boat. and not drying up properly after that.
actually wanted to cancel the trip but than Y wanted to go ice skating for quite awhile already. so yep.
plan is still on. =]

just now Y ask me smth i sorta find amusing. haha
Y ask, if Jo is going to pick G, and you're picking me. than who's picking Sound?
haha. i didnt know wad to say so i use what Jo said the other day. "Sound can take care of herself".
lol!

ok, im gonna go watch Red Thread now. that show is actually quite good. hahahas.
but i'll try to sleep early tonight. gonna need the energy. nights!

driving today sucked.
somehow my attention wasnt there.
i was kind of thinking of what and how i was going to say smth to someone.
so i banged into a pole. ran past the red lights. drove on the wrong line and almost crash into a van.
seriously... -.-"

after driving, headed down to Parkway to meet mum and Jo for lunch.
than went to pick up the boy i was giving tuition to. his name is JinYang. P6.
the session went well. Jo had to be the translator cause my chinese suck big time and i couldnt explain the tough words to JY in simple English either because it was still too difficult for him. sigh.

anyway after the tuition, stupid Jo commented that my chinese isnt good enough for a English tutor.
like hello!!! wtf. since when you see a English teacher speak Chinese?!
if my chinese is so good than i might as well teach Chinese right? -.-"

was around Parkway walking pretty aimlessly when we bumped into Sound and her friend.
her friend looked familiar so i started asking questions. turns out that we do have quite a number of friends in common.
oh, i forgot to ask for her name. -.-"

anyway, we started chatting quite abit in the middle of no where so after awhile, we decided to all go to Subway.
chatted for bout 30mins before leaving for home.

oh yea. didnt blog yesterday. that's because i woke up at 10am and watch tv till bout 12pm, than fell asleep till bout 2pm.
than watch tv again till 4pm and den fell asleep again till 9pm. woke up, watch tv till 11am and den fell asleep again.
i've no idea why i felt so tired yesterday. zzz.

training tmr. im still thinking if i should go for tuition in the afternoon. hmmmmm.

woke up at 10am this morning and im feeling drowzy/sleepy now.
shall sleep after im done with this.

went down to Parkway to meet Mr Vik at the new tuition centre.
he likes the design but he thinks it would be good if i can come up with another one that's simpler.
still trying to figure how.

was trying to get something done at the centre when it got so cold that Jo and i decided to go out for awhile.
we started talking and than we made a decision.
so Jo and i went back into the centre and talked to Mr Vik.

J: Mr Vik, i think u mistaken bout smth. i dont like Y.
M.V: yea i already know its V.
V: uh? *looks up at him*
*long pause*
M.V: so V, do you like Y?
V: er...... yea i do. *thoughts => so honest for what?, aiya, dare to like, dare to admit la*
M.V: okay. its alright you know. im cool with it. and im sorry i made fun of J with Y.
V: yea its ok. we're just friends anyway, its clear that way.

left the centre at bout 6pm. tuition was cancelled cause the tuition boy wasnt free today.
so change to Wednesday instead.
went to buy dinner home for myself and my parents.
so guai. :)
than watched "fighting spiders" on mobtv select.
chatted with Y on msn at bout 8pm till 9 plus.
needless to say more. ^^

Y asked me a question just now.
"who do u think is pretty?". i didnt really wanna answer so i ask if i could use a celebrity instead.
but obviously Y said no. that inquisitive mind.
so after much hesitation, i said.
"walk towards your mirror now and you'll get my answer".
im just happy i didnt get killed for saying that. hahas.
but i meant what i say. so even if i get killed also wadeva la.

nothing much to do after that. was chatting with others on msn and browsing around.
Facebook's lagging like shit.
nothing to do tmr since tuition got cancelled. sian 1/2.

Wednesday's a busy day.
Thursday i might just go for tuition.than there's training.
and Friday, ice skating than cell group at night.
Saturday there's training.
and Sunday... not confirmed yet. Ingrid might ask us out again.
broke alr lor. mid - end of the month always like eat shit lidat.